I would not have ever thought I be writing this post today but at 12:32 pm on 3/28/2023 my best friend, my emotional support animal (none licensed), the animal that got me thru my lowest, helped me sleep, and cuddle buddy has passed away. She went VERY quick but fast!!
I am hurt, I am sad, I am depressed, I am lost. I feel empty and lost!! I have to get use to not her coming to meow at me for nightly computer time, telling me when it's time for bed, her cuddling so cute like
she did with me for the hour before she was put to rest. I question if I did the right thing today or give her more time..... it was the hardest decision but was it right! No cat will ever replace Panda! Pandaboo is my forever and only cat that will be who and how she was!!! I will forever miss you babygirl!!!! Mommy heart is broken and lost!!
Shiloh Veterinary Hospital Shiloh Veterinary Hospital and Dr. Katie Craig's huge thanks to her, she gave me an extra three years with my babygirl!! Rest easy and have fun playing while mommy is grieving and I will see you when it's my time to join you!! Thanks to everyone else who has helped me thru this whole journey!
Also thank you mom and dad for being there
Very awful night of sleeping and a sad, lonely, empty, heartbroken morning!!!! I hope there is another side where I get to see you again and you come running to me and cuddle like u did before you passed. I hope your feeling so much better... I regret putting you to sleep but I knew you were in pain and your body was done!! But damn I miss you babygirl aka pandaboo. I didn't sleep well at all I didn't get to have my arm or hand touching u all night.... LIFE SUCKS WITHOUT YOU PANDA!!
You were lactose intolerant, funny, cuddly, lovable, my emotional support animal non licensed lol, my best friend, the one who was always there for me no matter what situation I was in, knew when I was hurting, sad, happy, etc.... I really hope you are ok and I love you and miss you. No cat or dog will ever be loved as much or more than you!! You will always be my number one babygirl.
